Better

Our love has changed
it's not the same
and the only way to say it is say it
it's better

I can't conceal
this way I feel
for all the times we spend together
forever just gets better

Seem what I'm try to say is
you make things better
and no matter what the day is
with you here it's better

I stand by you
if you stand by me
I think it's time that I reveal it
cause I believe it
it's better

Seem what I'm try to say is
you make things better
and no matter what the day is
if you're here it's better

the more I write song to you
I'm fall in love with everything you do

Seem what I'm try to say is
you make things better
and no matter what the day is
with you here it's better

Our love has changed
it's not the same
and the only way to say it is say it..
it's better

(better by Boyzone)


i dont know how many songs had always remind me of you. but this song's really 'punch' me bad, very bad. the first time i heard it, i knew there's still a wound in my heart that not healed yet. it tortures me inside. eat my heart out. bcoz i know what exactly the fucking fact is.

it's hard to deal with it, but this life has to still move on though. that's what you told me. maybe i won't remember your face anymore, but every little thing you've ever done to me will always taking its place in here, down inside. just allow me to remember you as someone who knew me better, someone who gave me million laughs, and someone i've loved the most. so many things to say, but so little space.

este la amor, mi orso.. :*


*runnie - yeah, it's better baby.. it's better..*

masa lalu yang seperti hantu

once again, i have to struggle with this stuff. darn it!!! still got the blue when the 'movie' rolls in my mind again. God, how many times do i have to say that i need more space? but see what i got, i'm stuck and suck! i cant move forward yet, at least not as much as i wanted. i'm on my track of planning everything for this shorty life i've got. but this stuff was really out of my plan at all.

huufff... and now i'm tired of saying that "i'm tired". why can i let this thing just go away, out of my world? sometimes it feels like i dont want this stick around forever, but i cant fully let it go away neither. pathetic isnt it?!!! have to admit it though.


'Ode' by Padi

semua cerita tentangmu
yang masih tersimpan didalam benakku
meresap dijiwaku memenuhi ruang hatiku

seperti cahaya mentari kau hadir
terangi hidupku, terangi jalanku
menuntunku memaknai semua

dan aku takkan melupakan
semua yang indah yang pernah engkau ucapkan

meski kau telah berlalu
tak lagi disisi, namun cintamu akan tetap hidup
tak terhapuskan, tak tergilas oleh waktu

dan aku takkan melupakan
semua yang indah yang pernah engkau berikan

cintaku tak henti mengalir untukmu
mengenalmu adalah hal terindah yang pernah aku alami

oo..aku tak akan pernah melupakan
semua yang indah yang pernah engkau ungkapkan

setiap pesan kan terukir di hati
semoga damai selalu bersamamu
semoga damai selalu bersamamu

this song is very beautiful to me, it means a lot, its ode i mean. for so many times bfor, i was very2 floated with their (padi) song, and so is now. so many times i've spent together with, when their songs were always fulfilled the air and swung our mood into something that only we both understand. then i would say, i miss you beib... :*

*runnie - melting (again)*